Was I being too clingy?
So, it’s not really ok for me to be just like this?
I’m always asking myself if I was Ignored, … “Why am I being Rejected?” … Or I’m just Over-Acting?
Maybe I’m just thinking too much.
First thing that really hurts me, is the moment that someone that is close to me, just ignored me. I’m not asking for too much but that’s the only thing that’ll drive me nuts. Am I doing something wrong for you to avoid me?
I had a trauma about this kind of feeling. I felt like, I was Rejected or I don’t feel that I was important. But then while I’m typing right now, I just remembered. Jesus never left my side. So what am I complaining about? I’m blessed to be with Him every single day. So why am I like this? I’m acting like a baby… but you know, sometimes, we can’t really say if we’re feeling bad about something. We’re just an ordinary people. We have emotions. We can’t control that easily.
Nevertheless, it’s not an excuse to behave this way. As long as I’m doing my part, I’ll have nothing anymore to say.
I’m just happy if this is the way it should be. What can I do to change anything? or something? None, right.
I’ll just clear my mind for a while and think of a good opportunity for me to be glad where and what I’ve achieved so far. =)
And by the way, Happy 1st day of December!
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