Manila, Philippines

3 Jan

Being Ignored …

Am I being too much?

Was I being too clingy?

So, it’s not really ok for me to be just like this?

I’m always asking myself if I was Ignored, … “Why am I being Rejected?” … Or I’m just Over-Acting?

Maybe I’m just thinking too much.

First thing that really hurts me, is the moment that someone that is close to me, just ignored me. I’m not asking for too much but that’s the only thing that’ll drive me nuts. Am I doing something wrong for you to avoid me?

I had a trauma about this kind of feeling. I felt like, I was Rejected or I don’t feel that I was important. But then while I’m typing right now, I just remembered. Jesus never left my side. So what am I complaining about? I’m blessed to be with Him every single day. So why am I like this? I’m acting like a baby… but you know, sometimes, we can’t really say if we’re feeling bad about something. We’re just an ordinary people. We have emotions. We can’t control that easily.

Nevertheless, it’s not an excuse to behave this way. As long as I’m doing my part, I’ll have nothing anymore to say.

I’m just happy if this is the way it should be. What can I do to change anything? or something? None, right.

I’ll just clear my mind for a while and think of a good opportunity for me to be glad where and what I’ve achieved so far. =)

And by the way, Happy 1st day of December!

Ciao! Meow-ROAR!!!

woman, foot, toes, self portrait,Manila,Philippines

I don’t know why I posted my picture in this blog post. Well, whatever.

We all go through that, and we are very happy you included the picture! :)

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11 Responses to “Manila, Philippines”

  1. fashionforlunch January 3, 2013 at 2:16 pm #

    I like the picture.
    I hope everything is good, happy new year! Xxxx

  2. hartride2012tampa January 3, 2013 at 3:50 pm #

    Very good post. I have to sometimes ask those very same questions. I recently ended a friendship with someone who I felt had been avoiding me. After going through many months of thought, I decided that he and I were no longer on the same level and that it was time to let my friendship with him go.

    • toemailer January 6, 2013 at 5:24 pm #

      It’s complicated if we can’t be up front about everything, but we can’t wait for others to change. Sometimes the only thing to do is move on.

      • hartride2012tampa January 7, 2013 at 3:50 am #

        That is so true. We cannot wait for others to change. It was not a good feeling for me to end my friendship with this particular person, but in the end, I felt that I had no other choice.

  3. buckylb January 3, 2013 at 5:28 pm #

    I literally just wrote about a very similar topic yesterday! Now I just need to get the courage to post it (I’m usually all about travel and photography). Peace to you!

    • toemailer January 6, 2013 at 5:25 pm #

      Hope your courage has found the right decision for you, buckylb! :)

  4. Emily Rain January 31, 2013 at 10:27 am #

    Thank you for including my post here.
    Thank you also for the comments about this post and I hope everyone who have been to the kind of experience that I’ve gone through, let’s smile and not waste our time anymore with sadness. Life goes on.

    Toemail. Thank you. A big appreciation from my heart. Good Job on your blog and Godbless!

    • toemailer February 1, 2013 at 6:50 pm #

      Thanks, Emily, all the best to you! :)

  5. Emily Rain January 31, 2013 at 10:31 am #

    Reblogged this on Bronte and commented:
    Thank You. =)

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